This clock ticks away
Tick, Tick, Is all I hear
Can’t seem to get my thoughts clear
Putting in some music to clear my head
But I can’t seem to get these voices outta my head
My own personal hell
It never leaves my mind
These voices tell me to do things
But everyday it becomes tempting
Something keeps reminding me to..
Take a breath, feel alive, feel good
There isn’t a person that can help
But tonight I need a friend to hold my hand
Morning comes around
Can’t help but think
Damn, were the hell am I
Unhappy, miserable
I need a reason to leave this hell hole
My own personal hell
It never leaves my mind
These voices tell me to do things
But everyday it becomes tempting
Something keeps reminding me to..
Take a step into this world
Fall down, get back up
Take a plunge and see if love is there
I need a friend in me to feel free
I need a lover so I can be me
I need to be here
So I can see that smile on your face
When I stop screaming at myself
This is my own personal hell
but I have you
So I feel okay
I know I can be a pain
but come on you’ve got to admit
There where some good time
and some bad times
but…
My own personal hell
It never leaves my mind
except for today
No more voices,
No more stupid thoughts
You keep reminding me too..
Take a breath, feel alive, feel good
There is you who can help
me feel better about today
Take a step into this world
Fall down, get back up
Take a plunge and see if love is there
I live with my own personal hell
and I have you to love.