Wishing to be somewhere else
Every day it’s getting harder to put a lie on my face
The bitterness that grows deep inside is eating me away
There comes a time when all ties need to be broken
It feels like having a leash on my neck
Punished into confinement
I’m gonna lose my mind
Any day now I’m gonna run
It’s hard to put a brave face on
The lies are beginning to crack through
I’m not doing any good and
Starting to crack under pressure
It’s like I’m being smothered to death
The person inside is slowly beginning to die
It’s making a plea with me to free myself
The person I was years ago, is fading away every day
It feels like having a leash on my neck
Punished into confinement
I’m gonna lose my mind
Any day now I’m gonna run
Time is a killer of a person like me
I’m beginning to lose touch with the world
Being here, there’s nothing left but the insanity inside
Don’t tell me it’s in my head, I know I’m dying slowly inside
Every chance I get to get the hell out of here, I take
It’s been only a few weeks and I wanna run
The aches in my bones are restless
Thoughts in my head are tempting me, every day
It feels like having a leash on my neck
Punished into confinement
I’m gonna lose my mind
Any day now, you’ll never see me again.
I’ve tried to explain it but deaf ears aren’t listening
Blind eyes don’t see what I’m up too
I’ve tried to tell you so many times
This isn’t the place for me
I’m just dying slowly inside
This hell in a hole is eating away at me
Any day now and I’ll be gone